I want to give up on you..

But I can’t. I know I’m stronger than this.
I know we’re stronger than this.
-sigh-
I just don’t know what to say or do with you now.
So I’ll just start by keeping my distance.
The less we talk, the less we’ll fight.. I guess.

I said I’d never give up on you, but maybe that was wrong of me to say.

This is exactly why I don’t want to give my 100% to someone.
‘Cause once I do, and something happens between us, I get so weak and vulnerable.
You don’t know that side of me yet, but just to remind you, I have been through heartbreak.
I get easily hurt, I cry over little things, I’m sensitive, and a lot more.
I don’t let you know that about me. I want things to be different with you.
I don’t wanna go down another road of heartbreak.
Not with you. I don’t want you to be like the others that come and go. 
But I don’t know anymore. I’m sorry.

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